You can't blow hot and cold at the same time. You're either with God or with the devil. Hard pill to swallow I know, but it's the truth.
You go to church on Sundays but the night before you were at a rave/club/pub/bar. Who are you really serving? He isn't going to share His glory with anyone, neither is He going to share you with the devil. He wants all of you and not some of you.
You're not to serve God when it's convenient for you or when you feel like it. Heaven and hell are too real to play games with. Does God want you in heaven? Absolutely. But the choice is yours to make.
You say you're living right, but you hold anger and un-forgiveness in your heart, You only love those who love you back, you only give when there is something for you to receive and your idea of a relationship with God is the 2 hour you spend in church on Sundays. My dear, wake up! You're living a lie.
Don't see this as an extra curricular activity. I mean, just like you're into sports, music, fashion and then church as well. No! Christ should be the centre of all you do. In sports, music, fashion or any other thing you're into, Christ should be in the middle of it.
Some will probably read this and say who is she to judge and "condemn", but my Father knows I'm writing this out of pure love. Hell is real, very real and so is heaven. Rapture is real and the time is unknown and there's death too.
If you know you're currently living a lie or blowing hot and cold at the same time, make up your mind today. Who's team are you on? To whom do you belong? If you exit the world today, where do you think you'll go, honestly? Search your heart thoroughly and make a decision NOW!
I love you with the love of God.
P.s- if you're struggling with your salvation or you have any issues you want to discuss or pray about, please feel free to contact me- tomilolalawal@gmail.com